| Current mood: |  good |
| Current music: | Afro Celt Sound System - mojave |
snow in april
I am immersing myself in music, lying in bed at 2am thinking I ought to be sleeping but would rather pour Afro Celt Sound System, amongst other stuff (The Cat Empire, Gogol Bordello etc), into my ears. Plus unfortunately I feel full of energy, though I do have to work tomorrow so ought to take advantage of it being night and actually sleep for a bit.
I enjoyed the snow earlier, went out into the garden with my camera and took a few photographs, seemingly like everyone else. I've noticed lately that my photography has been a bit slack; I've been taking my usual over excessive amount but they've mostly been shitty 'oh let's put this on Facebook' drunken ones, which is a bit shaming as I would like my photographs to at least be some way decent. So, going to make sure I make a bit more effort, plus I really want to go to some photography exhibitions and get some new ideas and learn more about different photographers and techniques.
I'm very content at the moment, I have been these past few months but in the last couple of weeks a few things have happened to make me realise how lucky I am and that my life is entirely in my own hands, and whatever I want to do with it. I have amazing friends, plenty of opportunities and am feeling healthy in every way. I'm totally loved up, which is a funny feeling as I've not felt like that in a long long while, if ever to this extent. Being with Sam makes me calmly happy, and it shows.
I have some ideas for what I want to do with my year and in general I just need to make sure I do it and do all the things I want and intend to do. I am detirmined to spend a few months down in Cornwall over the summer, enjoy time with Sam and play in the sea, and then am considering moving to somewhere like Bristol or Bath, if I can afford it, and find library work there, if I decide to continue down that route. Shall see. I know the one thing I am passionate about is getting into heritage/conservation work, but I worry about the lack of money in it. I'll work it out though. Of course, I may just end up staying in Cornwall but I am not leaping to that conclusion before it happens.
This song is so good.
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